funny

so apparently to guys i am just a fuck buddy. never more. that's cool because you know that's what i've always wanted. to be used and alone.
he has yet to take an interest in me. i think it was just for that night. never going to happen again. cool stuff. i guess its down to me masturbating alone. he gets sex whenever he wants it. well rather i have to give my right ear for someone to even sleep with me. and i am actually a good fuck. i just don't understand. i mean i should be good i have all the right piercings. i know all of the turn on tricks. i just can never get them to stay.
idk. i just want to get fucked and cuddles. fuck.

over it.