i want to kill men. why do they say one thing and then wait to the last minute to actually tell you that plans will not happen. real cool. really cool. oh well he can suck it. next weekend my ass. well maybe its good that he didn't come over because my apartment looks like shit. and i would be fully embarrassed. and truthfully i don't think i will like him. maybe because i am too quick to think of who people are before getting to know them or that i mistake them for someone else and then i'm fucked because then what do you do?